I could also say that when reading some academic stuff I often need an effort of will-power to keep up my interest alive but if the topic really concerns me I have no problem with the academic dryness - I have accepted the reality that even after several incarnations, the academics will still lack my experience with the netherworld they investigate as "beliefs" held by the ancient people not willing to recognize the fact that the science by the same logic could be also classified as a "belief" held by the contemporary priesthood of the status quo. So I just use their dry data to restore the lost magical lore of the Bronze Age as far as it's possible and as far as it's necessary to me.
Problems arise when certain occultists deprived from any genuine feeling of antiquity try to make money by bending the ancient traditions to their poor taste. Problems arise when haughty academic students of no experience except memorized factology behave offensive with others who are far more experienced in their own sphere than them in theirs etc.
Obviously it's destiny which makes some people to feel the world that way and others in another way. The sorcerers, on their own part, are predestined to move on different tracks, to change them, to move from one destination to another, to investigate how it feels when being a scholar, when being a religionist, when being an artist, when being a warrior, when being a lover, when being other than human being etc. etc. - in this respect the sorcerers differ from the armchair occultists but their tragedy is that they will never get satisfied with anything and that's the price of playing with destiny. Yet there is a mystery which will never be revealed but they will always search for it - paradoxical enough, isn't it?
As far as the archaeology is concerned, to say I have a great interest therein will be not enough since it was an unaccomplished dream of mine, but anyway, I also regard it as the only trustworthy means to investigate the antiquity however profane this means is. Let it be understood that I find all the contemporary human civilization as profane and have no respect to anything except to the idealistic approaches of certain individuals to their own spheres of interest, and you, us4-he2-gal2, are one of them
What makes the things sacred and numinous is our approach to them.
Yet, on sorcery point of view the archaeologists are profanes. There are certain of their main enemy - the treasure-hunters, or the lotters who show a genuine sorcery respect when doing their dark deeds, so they survive unlike the archaeologists who often become victims of strange, or not so strange circumstances. The curses are fact despite of their denial by the contemporary materialistic science - here is the point we will probably NEVER come to agreement and maybe what I will say further will make me totally disgusting for certain people here. For example, the assertion that Lord Carnarvon didn't die by the curse of Tutankhmen, but by infection caused by some mosquito. Well does anybody expect some Holywood-like effect like two hands extended from his soup to strangle him? Magic works in the most economical way, mostly by what the contemporary people call "accidental circumstances" and those of the materialist belief will never arrange the events in their minds that way, regarding such "beliefs" as superstitions.
So the archaeologists die in the context of their work, not only because of human general mortality. To paraphrase the Devil from Boulgakov's "
Master and Margarette" - human is mortal indeed but the problem is that sometimes he is suddenly mortal. The treasure-hunters, on the other hand, however mean and nasty, seem to have a certain magical preparation. Some of them are black magicians par excellence. Again in my accursed native country there is a very old treasure-hunting tradition which is even seriously investigated by certain folklorists as being an inseparable part of the folk psychology. So by the folklorist works of the social psychologist Ivan Hadzhijski (1907 - 1944) I came to know the treasure-hunting tradition used a mysterious manual called
"Solomoniata" which contained instructions of how the spirits are to be summoned to show where treausures were buried, how the guardian-spirits of these places are to be made safe, and how guardian-spirits are to be set when a treasure is buried etc. This mysterious manual recalls me of the 17th century grimoire
“The Lesser Key of Solomon” also known as the infamous
“Goetia” which traditional source is allegedly supposed to be king Solomon himself who by the name of Yahweh summoned the 72 fallen angels and compelled them to do his will. Amongst these demonized entities some gods and goddesses of the Ancient Orient could be recognized. There are Astaroth, Belial, Amon etc. Some of them are supposed to help in discovering treasures, or to be guardians of treasures. The traditional treasure-hunters in my country observe secret rituals and taboos when dealing with certain places where treasures are supposed to be found. I’ve heard interesting stories from certain persons involved in such an activity. According to their tradition when a treasure is to be buried a guardian-spirit is to be set up there by a special sacrifice. For that purpose a fire by special woods is kindled on the spot of the buried treasure and a special incantation pronounced (probably from
“Solomoniata”?). After the fire is burnt up the ashes is spread on the spot. On the next morning there should be an animal track – whatever animal is identified by the track such should be the sacrifice. If there is a human track, a human sacrifice is necessary. A guardian-spirit got by human sacrifice is regarded as the most murderous guardian against any intruders, so the traditional treasure-hunters have their secret means how to deal with such a guardian. This is obviously an age-old tradition which the materialist archaeologist neglect as a superstition and time to time, especially when an ancient Thracian tomb is excavated some of them die - were it by accident or by disease, quite by coincidence indeed
Recently a stout and complacent archaeologist got ill and died almost immediately after putting the golden funeral mask of a Thracian king on his face. The same archaeologist used to do excavations by using bulldozers justifying his barbarian actions as a way to get ahead of the treasure-hunters. True, some archaeological excavations in my country take place in the enforced presence of police units because of the eventual intrusion on the part of treasure-hunters who are also armed. Another archaeologist who excavates a certain Neolithic sanctuary says he is happy of having to work with a culture which didn’t use metals yet after having been visited by a band of treasure-hunters with their metal-searching engines. But the archaeologists in my country are corrupted as well. After the “democratic” changes in the 1990-ties the treasure-hunting tradition became a branch of the omnipresent mafia. The above-mentioned traditional treasure-hunters are already rare – the metal-searching engines replaced the traditional divinatory techniques. A historic object of national significance – a mediaeval fortress became a private property of a certain mafioso monopolizing the entire business with the metal-searching engines. No need to say that all the treasure-hunters in the region work for him. The excavated objects of high values are exported abroad through contraband channels to private collections all over the world. Of course, this profitable business gets its rivals, so the new exporters decide that they need more qualified workers than the mere local treasure-hunters, and there are so many unemployed young archaeologists indeed… First the land where the archaeological object is supposed to lie is bought and becomes a private property, then some unemployed archaeologists are engaged… The rest is silence.
Some time ago Sheski sent to me an article about an exposition of Thracian artifacts from the private collection of a local multi-millionaire who has bought them up from private collections all over the world at fabulous prices and he now is proud of himself to return the lost Thracian inheritance back to its land. Even a non-criminalist would appreciate the rich man in question as an unscrupulous murderer upon seeing his photography only but in fact the wealthy ones in this country are mostly of this category and it is from them that one may expect some charity rather than from the state and its institutions.
I suppose that most of you, dear enenurians, live in some different social and cultural realities, so you can afford believing in the civilization, humanity, science, progress etc. Me don’t believe in neither of them and tend not to regret about it anymore.